by elusiveunderstanding5

Self doubt is my cologne It’s the reason I’m alone, having no belief in myself like a pitcher who stops throwing or the fighter who stops punching the rationale behind it is muddied and sounds like an excuse but it’s a prison tougher than Alcatraz I want to believe in myself but it’s like trying to stay afloat in quicksand the harder I try the deeper I fall into a depression that’s not quickly remedied, the self doubt seeps into my skin like a virus and takes over my consciousness like an alien host. I want to continue but I’ll end this post.